||[Apr. 21st, 2003|12:08 pm]
do you ever feel like your whole life is flying by so fast you cant even keep up with it any more. your so absorbed with this constant state of depression that you cant even deal with little things any more. i just realized im graduating highschool and going on to college. i dont even know how i got to this point in my life. im supposed to be so much more mature now, and act like a grown person, and all i can do is sit in my room and cry.|
i know others out there feel just like i do. i just hate how it feels like im really the only one like this.